Maybe LA does hate me or she knows I hate her so she mistreated me in the most miserable way!!!
Geez, good learning experience anyway, my life seems like start all over again on the land that I have live for more than 4 years!!
I miss San Francisco and Lawrence terribly, but what the hell, I am ready for the challenge Miss L.A!! 
I assume it is a miss…
So, yeah, all I can say is Ola to Los Angeles and the big prison in Chino. Guess I would rather be in Chino than the city I enjoy the less in US.
Maybe it is wrong to be so prejudice about LA, so I see this opportunity as a great way to disprove my prejudice against it, if I really do have a chance to live there.
What’s wrong with LA? It is just a city with no personality but glamour hollywood culture. Look at the people live in LA who spend too much time on their hair, make up, clothes and party. They never grow up mentally and they are so self-concious. I see LA as a city with low self-esteem and no team work, so they need all these stuff to make their appearance better. A city with extreme confirmity, a city with no soul. Just full of somebody try to be somebody kind of place.
But are these really true? From my past experience they are true for most people. But are these absolutely undoubtedly true? I think I can only say this is purely my own opinion and I will try my very best to be a total stranger to the city this time.
Jan 14, 2007 was our company’s biggest party of the year. A traditional way of celebrate new year with all the workers and allow them to start taking leave after the celebration; get ready for chinese new year sort of thing.
After 3 months, I am glad I can enjoy performing on stage again! I really really enjoyed for the past 2 weeks, from practice to actual perform. Nothing professional here, but it had been pure fun. Too bad though, when I was singing with our "fake band", the mic wasn’t working well. Never had I thought of myself as a perfectionist, but when I am on the stage, I certainly is a perfectionist. That’s why in a long-term, I can never belong to stage, coz I can only pick a healthy, happy me over a stressful, frustrated and sturbon me.
I think I pick the right path, at least, Master Guo said so 
只能置身事外，不能深陷其中。
好日子不能一天过完，坏话也不能一天说完。
喜欢一些人的执著，讨厌一些人的attitude。
I guess I can finally say this to myself, "Welcome, to the real world!"
I am leaving China soon and heading to US in 15 days. Or should I say I am going back to US? I think I should never say that, the only time for me going back somewhere, it gotta be my home.
We don’t want to lost our identity even the environment change. Change has to be temporary which can benefit oneself or others but never harm anyone by playing the "identity game".
It is sad; I never know it is not easy to be an oversea Chinese, but now I do.
Finally the internet works properly!
I spent my new year in a salon with my co-worker, that was very special for me. The funniest thing was, my other co-worker who is outstation in ShangHai now was washing his feet through the new year, and my boss was washing her clothes at the same time. As my floormate was taking a shower when everyone else counted down for 2007.
We all washed our way through 2007 in China, what about you? Happy 2007!
