This & That with Myself

Today, at Newport Beach, I was very close to swim with the dolphins!

I love dophins, that make me feel hopeful.

The day before yesterday.

The feeling of something……so close to you, but you can only let it go.

You let it go but it is always easy to find one of you hand to make you hang on to that. Then you let it go again.

I don’t hate this kind of feeling anymore, because I am so from the present.

Enjoy the moment fully, so it can last forever.

One of my favorite Radiohead song, it is beautiful, it is even more beautiful when you actually experience to song, not just simply listen to it…ya, and don’t forget to check out the music video as well.

So the car is behind me, I can stop, I can turn back or I can just keep running.

Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He’s like a detuned radio

Karma police, arrest this girl
Her Hitler hairdo is
Making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us

Karma Police
I’ve given all I can
It’s not enough
I’ve given all I can
But we’re still on the payroll

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get when you mess with us

And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
And for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
For for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself
Phew, for a minute there, I lost myself, I lost myself

Last night was the best chill night for me cause I finally found an affordable massage and enjoy the hell out of it!

So my friend said I had this weakness - massage! I can absolutely give up my drink for an hour massage, eventhough I know an hour is never enough.

Wassup with the massage thing? Well, if we look into the history, massage business have been following human civilization forever. It is a business that nothing can replace, not even an Oto or Osim expensive massage chair. It is all about the fingers; the feeling of gribs, press, pull and touch are simply irreplacable.

That’s why you can never get the same massage eventhough you get the same therapist all the time. Your body might have different need, different emotion will also affect how you feel the massage and how the therapist provide you their services.

Man, I am so cutting down one day for clubbing a month for massage!

It’s summer time! And for god sake I live in a desert that is so close to the ocean, which might give you some chill but absolutely not providing you more showering water!

So, I am very used to take long shower. I think showering is the best time of my day, you feel good when you feel clean. But it’s summer time and LA doesn’t have a drop of rain for pretty long time as far as I can remember. It’s time to save water and the first step I can take is cuttng down my showering time!

I figure I can brush my teeth while showering to save the water, turn off the water while applying shower gel and shampoo. When you rinsing them off, brush your teeth at the same time. Another thing to remember is don’t sing during shower coz that will consume more of your time.

Also, I squeeze more clothes in one load when I am doing laundry; stop using my beloved dishwasher; save as much pots and plates while cooking.

I can’t do much, but I do the best I can to be a little more conservative in this harsh season. And I hope others will at least try.

I never like The Beatles song’s "Yesterday" ever.

But this song totally applied to my situation now, I am glad I can find some comfort from it.

I do feel all the trouble seems so far away, but history repeats itself, and the same thing happen again. I hide them somewhere in my soul, and once in a while I look deep down in my heart at them and try to deal with them. Intended to erase them or at least, switch my perspective about these trouble memories.

Roughly at the same time, same situation, just like what happened before.

ah, I never know what rave is until I broke my virginity to attend one of those rave concernt. Then my friend told me, they played trance music at the concert, but coz people will be dancing so it calls "rave".

ok, I know trance music, those are the music they played when I clubbing in Malayisa, long long ago. It was so damn long ago, in order to pay my tribute to those lost memories of trance music, I danced non-stop all night until 4am in the morning.

No substances was consumed that night, the only drug that I took was "Another Brick in The Wall" mixed by a soon I will know DJ! And those laser light, flashing screen, smokey dry ice, of course, also the happy people!

It was not like the Pink Floyd concernt, but I was there with a bunch of awesome people, any concernt is a Pink Floyd concert to me!

Is that easy, and my beloving friends at the EDC, we are on our way to create another best night in LA! And I am taking down another brick in the wall of this lala city!