This & That with Myself

I really want to thanks all my friends for all the wishes and love! And I am starting another "new age" of life from today.

I want to state the following:

I am turning none of your business age.

I am living none of your business life.

No matter who you are, none of your business.

But if you are my love one, I can assure you, I won’t kill, I won’t steal, I won’t support war. I will live my life responsibly, love myself and embrace my life.

If you truly love me, you set me free, you support me, you let me go on with my life in full speed.

I don’t waste time on people, so please don’t waste time on me. And if I tell you stop wasting time on me, hate me for now and you will come and thank me later.

Because time is precious and time don’t force thing happen, they let them happen when time pass by. Most part of our life we can’t control, but I am glad we have enough to control living this life. Keep an open mind, keep an open heart, nothing will just come to your way if you are not a hardcore seeker.  If something do come to your way, you are truly blessed, but you will forever miss out the feeling of seeking, that is not just a bless, that is the best part you can get in life. 

Life, truly, is the process that counts.

My dream of clubbing hard after skiing finally came true last saturday!

I wasn’t as excausting as I thought it would be.

Yeah, is all in your mind baby, is all in the mind. You want to do it, you will have all the energy to accomplish it!

But now, I am sitting in front of my laptop and wondering what the heck I am home!

Yes, you only live once, but still you have to live responsibly.

You sing it, play it, the drum, the bass, the guitar and the band.

Conquer the pitch, the wave and the canyon before sunset.

You are the boss and your secretary is who I speaking to. Type it fast, communicate, close deal, another day past.

You draw it, design with innovation, cut the hair with your own style, great color matching but never spend a dime on your outfits.

The unbeatable humor, the loyal heart to your club, the strange taste in movies, kind and honest.

You set me free to achieve what I want, you support in everything that I do, you are as passionate as me towards life, nature, and universe. You appreciate, you love, you embrace, you trust, you never criticize.

I want to ski down the slope with my multi-talents boyfriend next Tuesday, then crush together, then laugh, in tears. The best present I can ask for is this great moment.

Yeah, keep dreaming girl =)

I am feeling absolutely normal these days, makes me think of a discussion between my friend and I last week.

Some people are really more creative under depression mode, I am absolutely one of them. So not much writing these days, blame my normal mood!

I hardly write any blog in college, because those were the best day of my life. I was just too happy to live everyday and forgot about writing them down.

When did it stop? The pure joy of being with your friends, reading, watching TV, walking around…almost everything in my sight made me live and breathe with hope and love.

When did it stop? The crazinest of life, when I embraced it so tightly no matter what?

So normal, everday, is it a good thing? I am not sure…but let’s just go over some stuffs that I want to remember by writing them down.

A little achievement over these weeks, I finally bought the "O" show ticket. Can’t imagine one day I can really afford to watch this show, not just one ticket, I can afford 3 tickets at a time!

A little step of bringing my San Francisco life style back to LA. Meeting variety of new people, volunteer, get out of my house, drinking constantly whenever I have a chance, bar hopping.

Bought my first bluetooth headset and start my alien looking life. But man, who the heck gonna spend 20 bucks for a regular headset when the bluetooth only cost 12 bucks?

Most important of all, I am glad I find another pure joy to overcome my difficulty of being in a simply fantaistic mood- SKI! And my life changing experience in Mammoth, when half of my body stuck in the snow, when skiing under snow storm, when I looked down the almost 90 degree slope and knowing that I had no choice but going down, when I took 1 and a half hr just to save my ass, when I almost gave up in tears, when I was all alone and all I can think of is…how the heck to go down to the Main Lodge?

Then I realized, life is too short, for too many things, I should start learning to give up some, and open up more opportunities to others.

Need to head to the mountain soon.